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The Heavy Weight and the Lift

by Buck AE Down

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    Limited edition on 180 gram heavyweight colored vinyl. The way this was meant to be heard. A vinyl record can never spy on you. PLEASE NOTE - ALBUM WILL SHIP IN NOVEMBER 2019

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1.
No Colossus 04:10
We left San Pedro Sula Carried all that we could take My sister and my mother In the darkness and the shade Paid off the coyotes with the money that I made My father and my brother buried in a common grave We will never come back here My sister Rosarita is She Is barely 6 months old We found some other people And they took us in their fold A caravan of desperate souls With nothing left to loose Half these fucking people don’t even have real shoes But we walk till the coast is clear We walked 2000 miles Till we thought that we were safe But we woke up in the desert With a rifle in out face They dragged us off in vans Shoved us in a hole With not but silver blankets to shiver in the cold The lights never go off in here. When the power of suggestion Is the power over all The least impressionable Are the first against the wall They said that we were vermin They said we were diseased They said this was the promised land But not for folks like me We are not welcome here
2.
(Time is escaping me - I keep escaping me always) I went back to Norfolk But my city was gone I went back to Norfolk But my city was gone. i went to wage holy war in Norfolk But my city was gone Clothed in righteous armor back to Norfolk But my city was gone The Hague River swallows Mowbray arch In Norfolk Sinking back into the marsh that it sprang from Back in Norfolk in this time line - the Monitor and Merrimac sit at the bottom of the Elizabeth River In Norfolk As prehistoric sharks feast on the bones of dead Confederate soldiers In Norfolk i went back to Cogan’s But my memory’s gone They ripped out the stage from Cogan’s and now the rock n’ roll is gone The telephone poles still shot through with rusting nails In Norfolk The street signs read like someone else’s mail In Norfolk The University has swallowed all our monuments along Hampton Blvd. Now my city is gone Like General Sherman’s drunken march to sea And now my city is gone. I went back to Norfolk My city was gone I went back to Norfolk But my city was gone I went back to Norfolk My city was gone But everything was still there.
3.
The sun’s barely risen on the eastern shore states As the septuagenarian infant awakes Crafting the poison the whole nation takes On his telephone. Clothed in his crapulence, he climbs down the stairs The sycophants and lackeys will all fight for air As the oxygen sucks from the room with the glare Of an autocrat His face is a death mask of smugness and glib Like a roman emperor who just took a shit On the face of a nation and then walked away from it On the white House lawn wiping his ass raw with history’s pages The desert concentration camps full of cages Of infants and toddlers while the population rages Into a void you’ll be known by your works, and your works look to me Like the functions of a heart that's as black as the sea In the deepest dark trenches where nothing can breathe And the fishes all need lights on their heads just to see You’re a racist You’re a bigot You’re a liar You’re a shill You poison the air You poisoned the well You violate our ethics Our morals Our trust We’ll see you in November Sincerely, ALL OF US
4.
All We Alone 06:14
There was a darkness That swept across the nation Born in the factories of light and the cadavers Of the better angels of our nature were stacked up like cordwood They were stacked up to the sky all we alone can save us all we alone can try There’s no one left to replace us Between the cold earth and windowless sky There was a bomb blast That ripped apart the station a market full of children From a robot in the sky and there was broken glass Beneath the feet of millions There were arguments and excuses But not a single reason why There was an autocrat A scion of great privilege From a vast Potemkin village With an army in the sky We gazed in horror at This champion of the ignorant There’s no one alive who’s innocent And the guilty all have died There was a pipe dream There was a land where there was plenty There was room enough for everyone And everything was fine There was a timeline Where there were no borders or no countries Just a pale blue dot suspended In an endless perfect sky
5.
Summertime Beehive Burning the tree line Every conversation turning into a street fight Black top Nonstop Modified cash crop Hired mercenaries perpetrating as street cops Hate crime Primetime Over the state line People in the city rocking out to the bass line New school Old school Segregated middle school Me too - you too - tell me whatcha gonna do Fistful Risk poll Automatic pistol Pouring all your money into oils and crystals Fake news Shake loose Making up the excuse One man’s theft is another one’s fair use Deep fake Handshake Serotonin uptake Selling out the country for some judges and a tax break Troll farm Strongarm Hand in the cookie jar 20 years of schooling now yr working in the dress barn Tiki torch Front porch Sneaking in the back door 1 2 3 4 they declared a race war 4 chan 8 chan hating on the black man Button-down shirts on the honkeys in the new clan Rustbelt Bombshell Overcrowded jail cell Pissing on the grave of Franklin Delano Roosevelt Magnify Occupy Modify Clarify Rectify Testify Justify Satisfy Glorify Multiply Independent Samurai Fuck Donald Trump and motherfuck Spotify
6.
Each of us born With a bowl that we carry through life Searching for home And pulling the stones from the light
7.
See him wasted on the sidewalk in his jacket and his jeans, Wearing yesterday's misfortunes like a smile Once he had a future full of money, love, and dreams, Which he spent like they was going outta style And he kept right on changing For the better or the worse, Searching for a shrine he never found Never knowing if believing is a blessing or a curse, Or if the going up was worth the coming down He's a poet, he's a picker He's a prophet, he's a pusher He's a pilgrim and a preacher, and a problem when he's stoned He's a walking contradiction, Partly truth and partly fiction, Taking every wrong direction on his lonely way back home. He has tasted good and evil In your bedrooms and your bars, And he traded in tomorrow for today Running from his devils, lord, and reaching for the stars, And losing all he loved along the way But the world it kept on turning For the better or the worse, And all he ever got was older and around From the rocking of the cradle to the rolling of the hearse, The going up was worth the coming down He's a poet, he's a picker He's a prophet, he's a pusher He's a pilgrim and a preacher, And a problem when he's stoned He's a walking contradiction, Partly truth and partly fiction, Taking every wrong direction on his lonely way back home. There's a lot of wrong directions on that lonely way back home.
8.
The Lift 03:50
When the burden’s so heavy You can’t see the edge When it spills out the side Of a wide-angle lens There's only one thing that’s left On which you can depend It's crowded at the bottom But its all of your friends And we’ll all Lift up the weight Carry each other Till the dark turns today And we’ll all lift up the weight Down the perilous road till the light finds a way When it feels like the anchor Is buried in your chest When just being alive Is problematic at best When you can’t take any more You can still take what you get If you're looking for an Easter egg Well I guess this is it When you feel like a visitor Up in yr own home How can someone be lonely who’s never alone Put down yr burden and pick up the phone Cuz everyone you know Needs some help with the load

about

At the time of this writing, it's halfway through this weird and terrible year of our lord, two thousand and nineteen. america is under the shadow of on ongoing cold civil war pitting dark forces of rural, xenophobic white supremacists against, well, everyone else. a low watt authoritarian has seized control of the american executive branch on a wave of thinly veiled racism and with the assistance of a hostile foreign power that used our compulsive tribal confirmation bias' against us in strategic ways, striking sparks into the pile of oily rags of our original sins of racial animus and resentment. in the last 24 hours - there have been 2 public mass shootings by homegrown white terrorists ginned up by Misogyny and/or the president of the united states to think of brown people as some sort of invading army that must be exterminated. all of this while each year keeps getting hotter than the last as the polar ice caps recede.

and yet in the midst of all of this, there is still a great deal of beauty in the world. this tiny blue oasis floating alone in a vast black sea of space a momentary blip of novel complexity in an otherwise unpopulated galaxy. despite outward appearances, the level of global poverty and war is at near all-time lows, and technology and innovation have spread farther and farther out into the hinterlands making human life on earth just a little bit less solitary, poor, nasty, brutish, and short.

the same social media used to rip ourselves apart has also brought a great deal of us together, and allowed for the democratization of media in such a way that things like this album become possible. this album was completely financed through an online campaign. no label or corporate interest wedged itself in the middle of the process of the creation and delivery of this art, and unlike so much music being streamed through digital platforms, the album you are holding in your hands is incapable of spying on you. you are so much more than your data to me.

i am grateful to a great deal of people for their support along the way, in particular, Suzanne and Milo who tolerate the often reclusive indulgence of time it takes to create this music. additionally, and in particular - i want to thank you. best of luck out there in the world today. you will be given a lot of opportunities to choose between fear and love. whenever possible, choose love. go easy on each other out there. we're all mostly doing the best we can.

Mahalo nui loa:
Buck

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released August 8, 2019

Written, Arranged, Produced, Perfomed and Mastered by Buck AE Down
Lanai Soundworks Studios, Pasadena, California Spring / Summer 2019
© ℗ 2019 All the Way Down Music (ASCAP)

Package design by buck ae down
Front cover image by Mike Garlington

Executive Produced by:
James E Petersen Jr, mark roemer, Gregor Myers, Tavi Stutz, Terry Jacobson, Judd.Klement, hunter Parrish, Stacie Reichmuth, Mark Robertshaw, and Katrina Miller

This album was made possible by the generous donations of the following people:
Mark Roemer, Michael N Sane, matt shaw, James King, Eric Trueheart, James Siegel, James Bunkelman, Katherine Koralewski, Patrick Grover, Rodger Powell, Rand Fitzpatrick, gold dust, mjpbills, Wee Heavy Walter-Stern, Dave Le, Gregor Myers, Tavi Stutz, Terry Jacobson, Judd Klement, hunter Parrish, Stacie Reichmuth, Mark Robertshaw, Katrina Miller and James E Petersen Jr

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Buck AE Down is an artist, writer and producer who lives in Los Angeles and who'd like to be friends with you, if that's cool.

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